So I have been feeling under the weather! i thought i was fighting the good fight but alas i got caught...... so im home trying to recoup.
i have been laying on my couch, thinking way too much about things i shouldnt be. so im going to admit to everyone today something ive been trying to hide for a long time.... my clock is a tickin ....loudly! i dont know if its because i have so many beautiful children around me or because my bestest friend is pregnant, but it sucks! dean & i are not yet ready, we have talked about it, ALOT, but i just started a new career venture and that makes me nervous..... financially nervous.
i need to stop thinking about it though and let it happen when it happens.... i dont want to rush it.
anyway now im embarassed so i will stop.
in other news my little dresses are really comin along! yay!
